Paul

My darling Paul passed away on the 2nd of April this year due to unexpected health problems.  To say I am struggling with it all is an understatement.  I am so thankful to have found these photos from my blog to help with the memories.  It seems so long ago now but in reality is only a couple of weeks since his passing.  To watch the person you love die is such a hard thing to go through especially when it is not easy for them to do so.  My children and I are trying to cope with what happens each day.  I lay awake at night thinking of all the things that could have been done differently but in the end it was out of my hands to do so.  I do hope that wherever he has gone he is at peace and out of pain, and that he watches over us.  I miss him tremendously and he was my best friend and I knew him for over half my life.  I dont think our lives will ever be the same again but I do hope that one day I can look back and remember the good times and be thankful that we had two wonderful children together.